It’s been a while. Not like any of you care. But guess what, Im a freshman 
. And my summer, doesn’t feel like summer. Maybe it’s because I feel like I’m just floating through life. I don’t feel like I am seriously living this life. I am not. Someone else is for me. But they leave the suffering for me. When I woke up yesterday, nothing felt real. I was like, are you serious? I could not stop crying. For no reason. Don’t you just hate that? When you’re bawling, but have no idea where the tears are coming from? Honestly I probably know exactly where they were coming from but I could have cared less at that moment since I can’t change a thing. But time changes everything. Ha. That’s for sure. This guy that I was dating. He left that region of my life. I thought I was okay with it. I agreed to it. I’m not okay with this anymore. Why did I do that? I know we say we’ll be friends, and keep talking. It’s too hard. For me to watch on the side lines as you stand and hug her. Like you did to me. I can describe how you make me feel, and people interpret that as love. Is that what this is?
I know i love you chica. We’ve gone through a lot. And you make me cry. Leaving. Everything you say makes me life. And I won’t forget about any of it. I still don’t believe it. On 34th Street?!!!?!?!? BAHAHA! 
. I don’t have much else. But stay strong. Things will happen. I love youu!
